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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

im tired...real tired
can someone jus save me from all this shit
i jus wanna take a break
take a good rest
all troubles & problems pls go away
jus leave me alone
what is happening to me
am i still being who i am
AM I???

tired.

~love & peace~

[my world]'11:18 PM;

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

alright....back from my mia ness again
simply too lazy to update blog

had mde games last fri
(mde = multi disciple engineering division)
its like some sort of inter class competition
classes from year 1 to 3 will take part
i took part in bball
teammates are thierry, jun kang & adrian
jason is the captain...LOL
got the runner-up spot in the end
its kinda easy la...coz only got 12 teams
its a knock-out format competition
we played against a year 3 team in the first round
beat them without much difficulty
was kinda surprised with my accuracy in shooting
my frens were equally surprised...hehe
was suppose to vs year 1 class in round 2
but they wasnt present so its a walkover for us
so like that we were in the last 3 le
kinda easy right
then in the last 3 we won 1 & lost 1
only lost to the eventual champions
they are real gd...worthy champions
i really suck in bball now
only left my shooting with me
more of a shooter now...haiz
cant even take people on...jus sux

went back to fuhua for ncc training ytd
ytd was the passing out parade for the part d (sec 4)
the part d will be relieved of their duties
then part c (sec 3) will officially take over from them
evrything is kinda ok la
but i feel evrything was not quite organised
especially the part d who were damn slack
they looked kinda blur at times
dont understand what are they trying to do

was kinda pissed off by the part d at the end
the whole day ended on a sour note
somebody messed up the ncc room
i believed it to be the work of the part d
was told that they think since they have already passed out
they should create a mess to let the part c clean up
but sadly nobody wanted to admit to it
was kinda disappointed...real sadded
the whole day they showed me freaking attitude
in the end they still did such a childish act

was equally disappointed with yee cheng today
he was jus appointed the unit rsm ytd
kept reminding him to cut his hair short
reminded lots of times le
told him again on msn again
but his reply sadded me alot
he said he will do his job as a rsm well etc
then he said evryone has a weakness including clts
den his weakness is his hair coz he very ai mei
so he cant bear to cut his hair...wth
all the craps jus to say he wont cut hair
i told him if he cant bear den i rather not to have a rsm
have to take actions against him if he continue so
my hair before i cut is way longer than his
but for the sake of becoming a clt i cut it
way shorter than his hair now
so is he trying to tell me his hair is more impt???
much more impt than his rsm post???
now then i know he think so lowly of the post
haiz...

was so damn pissed & disappointed with the part d
y must they disappoint me like that
especially yc who showed me so much potential back then
haiz...

disappointed

~love & peace~

[my world]'11:36 PM;

Sunday, July 09, 2006

sec 3 camp ended on fri
its more fun than the one i had last time
but it wasnt a particularly gd for us seniors though
wl, kh & me were like some pathetic xtra there
feel kinda shit & the instructors doesnt seem to like us
haiz...

the 3 of us were stationed at kayaking
considered kayaking instructor also la
kayaking only started in the afternoon for 1st day
but the sun is scorching hot
the freaking shit is we didnt bring sun block
so being chao ta is predictable bei
we kayaked for the whole day on the 2nd day
it started from morning till evening
we only came up for lunch & 1 toliet break
but the weather is kinder to us on 2nd day bei
a slight drizzle & no scorching sun
we had a really fun time with 3b during kayaking
had the most fun with that class
after beachin up we were splashing water etc
farhan & chian kiap capsized kh
den kh & chian kiap came & capsized me
someone even threw mud at me
its total madness la
its real chao ta for me at the end of kayaking
mr khusni is damn funny la
he even put food in his kayak to eat
got lays, pepsi twist, biscuits etc
but gd also coz we get to benefit...hehe

during night walk i went to disturb 3b again
they were blindfolded & was brought around
i got some grass & keep tickling their hands, legs etc
some gals got real scared...lol
theres even a guy wanna elbow me
lucky i siam fast...haha
but after a while no fun le
coz they know is us distrubing them
especially valerie coz she can see...cheater
but overall still ok bei

campfire is freaking shit for us seniors bei
we were totally left out...total xtras
evryone was thanked except us
totally left out...mayb nobody even notice us
it left the 3 of us in kinda bad mood
wat freaking shit
evryone was so high except us
XTRAS...thats what we are
evry class was so high with their instructors
all except us...nobody bother with us

mr teo & mr chia did thank us back in sch
but we werent present in the hall at that time
we were drinking milo in the canteen
but it didnt help as much bei
jus a tiny winy bit of comfort for us

was reading some sec 3 ppl blogs
i was totally sadded
nobody mentioned a tiny winy bit abt us
nobody cared abt the XTRAS
felt so unappreciated & not needed
imagine we were under the scorching sun for 2 days
one full day on the 2nd day somemore
den got ourselves sun burnt & all tired
only to be forgotten & overlooked in the end
jus feel so freaking shit...sux
their instructors are all they care abt
but did they get burnt like us...freaking no

was totally pissed off with one of the instructors
his name starts with a M & ends with N
he got the best instructor award
who care the freaking shit abt what award he get
hes jus some freakin ah beng from a blue ug
dont care whether hes really that gd
he dont like us seniors especially
he dont like our presence
keep talking to his grp ppl abt us
but freaking shit...my cadet is in the grp also hor
my cadet came & told me what he said
was freaking irritated
from sec 3 ppl blog he seems popular
but i dont give it a shit abt him

had some gd times with my cadets after the camp
somehow it lift up my spirit
went to je sports complex to eat kfc
after that we went swiming together
its the first time i went swimming with them bei
its a great bonding session with them also
had a great time at the pool

get to know some ppl during the camp
its great to know more juniors
but its freaking shit theres some ass around
totally spoil evrything...jus sux
jus feel so unappreciated
so outcast & left out
haiz...

unappreciated

~love & peace~

[my world]'2:15 PM;

Monday, July 03, 2006

haiz...beckham has stepped down as england captain le
totally sadded by the news
for those anti-becks de people must be good news bei
just totally no mood when i get to know it
first england got eliminated
now beckham stepped down
double blow sia...

damn disappointed that england got knocked out
can check with cai, sis or syamil how sad i am
was totally sadded & no mood when the match ended
didnt even bother about france vs brazil
freak gerrard, lampard & carragher
why in the freaking hell they missed the penalty
especially the stupid lampard
play so well for chelsea but so lousy for england
he didnt perform at all for england at world cup
beckham was critisized so badly if he didnt perform
but why wasnt gerrard & lampard being shoot as well
ronaldo is kinda extra in the rooney incident
also not his problem he go find referee for what
beckham got himself injured as well...what a time
he even weeped when he has to go out...haiz
mayb if beckham & rooney were still playing...
england wouldnt have lost on penalties
they were controlling for much of the game

this world cup is freaking shit
even brazil lost to france...wth
nothing much left to watch for this world cup le bei
hope portugal will win the world cup
coz only the champion will eliminate england...hehe

more pics coming soon
lots & lots of it due to my laziness to blog
keep a look out bei
anyway...milubin came back from revival!!!
at least something to be happy about among the disappointments.

bye england...

[my world]'11:56 PM;